Incantations — Nan Arbuckle

Incantations
Nan Arbuckle

Names catch and hold-Caney Springs, Yell,
Belfast, Delina, Anes. Chanted by some side road
farmer they offer keys, a half-forgotten cult,
hidden among hills, circled round with walls
of limestone, forgotten tribute for some
squat deity of brush in a hillside devil’s den.
Church names sound the same, Bible mixing
old country~county names,
Head Springs, Bethberei, Gill’s Chapel-
once white churches forgotten down some lane,
destroyed with graves overgrown, yet
magic names still, deep in my county memory,
charmed as ghost-lights at Chapel Hill.

There was a time one year, late November,
a child among children with identities time lost,
I gathered hickory nuts, ankle-deep in gold
brown leaves behind an old road church
its frame silent one gray-cold Saturday.
In those woods there were thick, stiff grapevines,
bare and brown like webs in the trees
in the woods where we would not go.
And probably there were snakes, left from summer,
cold and still from the fall, hidden in rock slits,
waiting for children’s feet to step close.

And surely where were spirits, hanging like clouds
ceiling the day low and watching
our small-gloved hands
gathering nuts as we stayed anxiously back,
away from those woods There surely were spirits,
circling the church with the memory dark name.

Names a shorthand now, odd hieroglyphs
call up visions-Holt’s Corner, railroad tracks-
Farmington, ghosts from the gray blood-
Possum Trot, Christmas sparklers in a century farmhouse,
chanted slow the names could conjure vagrant souls,
devils or angels I will not guess which,
Perhaps only rough-handed farm people, wraiths
in duckhead overalls and gingham check.
Stamped as newsprint, the names echo magic for me,
miles from country churches now,
long years from the fall
of hickory nuts, wrist thick grapevines,
and low look of watchful clouds
that can haunt a child farther
and longer than any whisper from a rebel dead.

About the author:

My friend — by Andy Derryberry

Compact Biography

A World of Thinkers — Andy Derryberry

Osama “thinks” I’m a running dog infidel who should be murdered

Some of my Christian brothers “think” I’m a stinking low life liberal

Occasionally ‘ol Harley boys “think” I’m a punk a** s**t for riding a Japanese bike

People younger than I am may “think” I’m past my day and should just go away an not burden them

A good percentage of my friends and relatives “think” collateral damage is perfectly OK

American’s seem to “think” that those designated winners are superior to those designated losers

A multitude of modestly intelligent people “think” they know how it is I came to be here punching these keys

A great gaggle of people “think” the truth is entirely separate from the facts

A high school pal “thought” I was too independent

What do I think?

You don’t wanna know

Some Thoughts from the ’50’s – Andy Derryberry

Our concern with environment cannot be reduced to what can be used, to what can be grasped. Environment includes not only the inkstand and the blotting paper, but also the impenetrable stillness in the air, the stars, the clouds, the quiet passing of time, the wonder of my own being. I am an end as well as a means, and so is the world: an end as well as a means. My view of the world and my understanding of the self determine each other. Forfeit your sense of awe, let your conceit diminish your ability to revere, and the world becomes a market place for you. The complete manipulation of the world results in the complete instrumentalization of the self.

Humankind will not die out for lack of information, but for we may perish for want of appreciation.

In a free society, some are guilty, but all are responsible.

– Abraham Joshua Heschel

http://heschel.org.il/eng/Heschel

My Dad's Gravely (by Andy Derryberry)

I walk around my Dad’s Gravely
To smell the action
The intent
The purpose

It lingers though he isn’t there.
The tractor had been neglected
For a while
Too hard anymore

At the cemetery the grass was overgrown
A friend without being asked
Mowed around the gravestone
To make it right for the last pass.

In his time, the cemetery was never uncut
The Gravely ran hour on hour
The trimmers mounted up
Over the years.

I resurrected the old Gravely
It having a lot life left in it
That Daddy couldn’t tap
Toward the end.

When my Mom died,
Daddy asked
What will we do
Now?

I couldn’t think
But I did say
I don’t know
But I guess it’s ours to do.

And so it is as I walk around Daddy’s Gravely
To smell the action
The intent
The purpose

Presidential power and the war ghosts

We say we are at war. Our President demands extraordinary powers due only to a President at war which is defined as “a conflict carried on by force of arms, as between nations or between parties within a nation”

The Taliban was the government of Afganistan. We went to war against Afganistan. Anybody we picked up in the desert is simply a prisoner of war. These people didn’t do 9-11, the 9-11 guys were Saudi.
Sadaam was the leader of Iraq. We went to war with the government of Iraq. Anybody we picked up in the desert is simply a prisoner of war. These people didn’t do 9-11, the 9-11 guys were Saudi.

We won those wars against the nations of Afganistan and Iraq. Those nations are no longer ruled by the Taliban and Sadaam. Who are we at war with now? According to us, the governments of Iraq and Afganistan are now run by friendly people who were elected by democracies. The governments of Iraq and Afganistan are our pals so we aren’t at war with nations.
We are at war with an old man in a cave, a criminal who plotted to fly airplanes into buildings. This is a crime in New York. It’s a crime anywhere. He’s a criminal without a nation. We are denying the people of the state of New York due process while we house and feed one mastermind of 9-11 in Guantanamo. By denying the prisoners the right of due process we are denying the people of New York the opportunity to bring the criminals to justice. We are denying the people of New York the healing which could come with justice. Shouldn’t the police in Pakistan be seeking Bin Laden for extradition to New York to stand trial for premedited murder?
Crimes have been commited by individuals, not acts of war.
Who is our enemy? Our president demands extraordinary powers because of a constant state of war. Bin Laden is an old man in a cave. He’s a convenient ghost.
With whom are we at war? Al Qaeda, a group of criminals? These guys are crooks. We didn’t send the military after Al Capone. We sent the police.

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abortion poem by h. e. hasben

You win.
I concede.
You say it’s murder.
You win.
I concede.
Make it illegal.
I’ll carry a sign.
It’s first degree murder
for the young lady
and
the doctor.
They conspired to kill this
person.
They planned a violent death
for this person,
together.
It’s first degree murder.
No less.
It’s the gas chamber,
no less.
We said it was a full human being.
We didn’t say it was a partial human being.
I would hope that, if
a young lady and a doctor
conspired to murder me,
you would deliver the proper justice
for first degree murder.
We do like justice so much.
Justice has been outsourced to profit
makers who need to show growth.
So first degree murder for the
young lady, her sister,
and her boyfriend who
drove her there.
Anything less than the gas chamber
devalues the
fetus to
something less than a full human
being and we
lose our initial argument that it’s a person.
It is often the wrong choice,
but it’s either choice
or first degree
murder.

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