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1980

under the sea

1983

can i ask you something
Hartman and Saper, Corp.
hit joey
how to write a poem
if i will have the time
i’m sorry
it’s you
moonlight
mulberry zoo
space journey
spring
what are those noises in the dark?
worms

1985

a smile on my face
all my problems disappear
an innocent glance
do you know
good bye
have a friend in me
i see more
nothing colorful in my sight
the place
weeping willow
when i am weak

1986

a new life
after the bomb
a new extension
Autumn
in love i abide
knife
morning
my dragon
my room
only in dreams
rain
senses
simple things
snow
sometimes
summer
the beach at night
the joshua tree
tired of life
trapped
untitled
what to do
without religion

1987

a common acquaintance
a crying baby
decision
gives up the fight
grains of sand
i do think of you
life
like the dreams in your heart
maybe i love you
Mesmerizing
monotony

now i’m strong
now i’m strong - in Filipino

there are too many poems about you, david
there is a fire in my heart
to the river
wanted to play
you once showed me

1988

a new day
a smile on my face
best friend
because I am told
cried alone
find myself
finest feeling
gasoline
he’s gone
ice cubes
i cannot love
i knew i had to
irony
i see the scene
i’ve played this game
like daggers
love poem
make me
masquerade
mesmerizing
my
naivity
nights
pocket knife
pushed aside
put it to rest
r.f.b.
religion
rendering me
sobering
sometimes the light
superficial
the best times in my life
the hammer falls
the hand
the nightmare
the road not taken
the sky is always blue
the tears
they tried
to lisa
touch
untitled
when i am weak

writing your name
writing your name - in in Finnish

1989

alexi
amber beads
cry to be held
desirous
hard enough anymore
have no backbone
how could i not love you?
i don’t care
i have learned
john
leather jacket
listen to what you’re not hearing
my blood
no longer pity you
oh mother
quite happy looking
robert
that is you
this may sound
when you go home this evening
yeah
your little China doll

1990

all men have secrets
all men have secrets in Finnish

egg drop soup (or a response to a love letter)

high roller
high roller [in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
high roller [translated from Spanish, back to English]

i just waited
i listen

tall man
tall man [in Finnish] [in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

the dream
the room of the rape
the second death

there i sit
there i sit - in Finnish

victim - a song
why - a part of a song

1991

brewing the coffee and remembering summer

father’s tears
father’s tears [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
father’s tears [translated from Spanish, back to English]

how to do theimpossible
how toscramble an egg
i look at the letters again

i wanted pain
i wanted pain [ in Finnish ] [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
morning will be kind

motorcycle
motorcycle [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
motorcycle [translated from Spanish, back to English]

photograph, nineteenth century
photograph, nineteenth century [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
photograph, nineteenth century [translated from Spanish, back to English]

republican
the cycle

the Martyr and the Saint
the Martyr and the Saint - in Finnish

they called it trust
they called it trust [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
they called it trust [translated from Spanish, back to English]

what you could make me do

what you could make me do [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
what you could make me do [translated from Spanish, back to English]

1992

a match
a match [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

“addict.”

confident women
confident women [in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

david
perversion
right there, by your heart
sheri

the burning
see the burning as an animated image
the burning [in Finnish] [in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

you love, dear man, is as lovely to me

1993

chldren, churches and daddies
chldren, churches and daddies - in Finnish

coquinas

farmer
farmer [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

in the air
farmer [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

one summer
oriental
slate and marrow
the flashback
the muse, the messiah
the page
the fourteenth
wedding lost

1994

a child in the park
a stand-off
acknowledge
backbone family act
childhood memories one, two, three, four, five or six
christmas eve
conversations one, two, three, four, five, six, seven or eight
coslow’s
death
decorating the lockers
dive
door frame
forward
from the new orleans poems - french quarter
games
god eyes
he told me his dreams one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight or nine
hole in the heart
ikebana
from the new orleans poems - jackson square
james
johnathan
j’reviens
knife

last before extinction
last before extinction [ in French ] or [ in German

mask
mask in Serbian
morning
motions on the planet

my father, shooting an animal
my father, shooting an animal [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

my love for you will stay the same - a song
orion
other horizons
our anniversary
paper
paranoia
poam - a conversation with jimbo breen
poam - a militant man with schixophrenia
private lives one
private lives two
see the prose section for private lives three, the prose piece in this series
of writings, by going to the prose section of this listing.
private lives four

rain
rain - in Finnish

raking leaves
ring
room
senses
she told me her dreams one, two, three, four, five or six
signs of the times
silence
st. anthony’s medallion
from the new orleans poems - the bridge to new orleans
transcribing dreams one. two or three
twin
two years
understand
one of six poems about one person - waiting for you
walking home from school
one of six poems about one person - walking with you
one of six poems about one person - wanting you
one of six poems about one person - watching you
what we need in life - a song
one of six poems about one person - with you
one of six poems about one person - without you

1995

accounts for the need of gun control
an art file for accounts for the need of gun control
all the loose ends
apathy
arrowhead
from the plush horse stories - ask me if i’m a truck
at least i have this
from the plush horse stories - cashews
chess game again

chicago, west side
chicago, west side [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

from the poems about mom - cocktail hour
from the poems about mom - cry for me
from the poems about mom - decorating the palm trees
domestic violenc in america - the poem that involves a nose
domestic violenc in america - the poem that involves a stick

from the poems about mom - especially at breakfast
especially at breakfast - in Norwegian

everything was alive and dying
filled with such panic
for c ra
from the plush horse stories - four syllables
gas stations and gun shops
getaway
hancock suicide, chicago, december 1994
hard of hearing
from the poems about mom - have a party
helping men in public places
here it goes again
from the plush horse stories - his mom’s car
how to please a woman
hurt/cold
i am the woman who loves pain
i seem to know animals

i want love
i want love [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
i want love [translated from Spanish, back to English]

i want
from the plush horse stories - ice cream stain
i’m really going this time
from the plush horse stories - in a cardboard box
leaving
from the poems about mom - let’s go
letter, 4/15/95 one
letter, 4/15/95 two
letter, 4/15/95 three
letter 4/19/95
meant to be
from the poems about mom - more than stories
from the poems about mom - musical

from the poems about mom - my mothermy mothermy mother
my mothermy mothermy mother [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
new vacuum cleaner
no consequences
oh father
over my skin with such ease

packing
in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
packing [translated from Spanish, back to English]

people’s rights misunderstood
perfect

philosopher at the blue note
packing [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ]

from the poems about mom - picking my friends
from the plush horse stories - please drive through
from the poems about mom - poker face

precinct fourteen
precinct fourteen [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
precinct fourteen [translated from Spanish, back to English]

reason to stand

resurrecting the dead
resurrecting the dead [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
resurrecting the dead [translated from Spanish, back to English]

sadness
screaming
some people want to believe
soothe me just this once
from the plush horse stories - sparkle
from the poems about mom - squid
still no answers
sunrise
taking out the brain
from the poems about mom - that dress
that’s not what i’m here for
the carpet factory, the shoes
the house of the forest
from the poems about mom - the missing onion

the state of the nation
the state of the nation [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
they never ask me
this is my burden
this is what it means
to be different

too far
too far [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

trying
from the poems about mom - tuesday nights
from the plush horse stories - under his jeans
from the poems about mom - watching people play
when you’re gone
where to go
wouldn’t have to
from the poems about mom - you’ll like them

1996

a retired policeman talking about the suicides he’s seen.
anyone good enough
before i learned better
bizarre sexual stories in the news
Bring Her Back
burn though me
can’t answer that one
catching a moscovy
chances one - yes, it’s yes
chances two - here i am
from the poems about mom - changing the locks
couldn’t take it home
desire
emergency room stories
flase suicide
golfing with George Eastman
headache
hiding vices
from the poems about mom - joe putz-a-vucki
john
knew all along
knowing Kevorkian
make people think
Marilyn Monroe’s sex life
motorcycle
odd how things turn out that way.

on an airplane with a frequent flyer
on an airplane with a frequent flyer [ in French ] [ in Spanish ]

pop a pill
probably not
realistic dreams
Russiana at a garage sale
the last time
the moon

The One At Mardi Gras
The One At Mardi Gras [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]
The One At Mardi Gras [translated from Spanish, back to English]

the things warren says
this halloween
this may soud

this you don’t hate.
this you don’t hate [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

trust
warren stories

was immune
was immune [ in French ] [ in German ] [ in Italian ] [ in Portuguese ] [ in Spanish ]

from the poems about mom - watching my father die
water on the street

1997

a man calls a woman
a socially accepted target

a woman talking about her rapist friend
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

all these reminders
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

and i’m wondering
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

and what i want to know
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Spanish]

andrew hettinger
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

athena

barbie
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

because this is what we do

burn it in
[in French] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

can’t answer that one
choices

civil war
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Norwegian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

from poems with David Jarvie - climbing trees

communication
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

contempt for man
content with inferior men

diane talking about her trip to mexico city
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

didn’t know what it was

down the drain
down the drain - in Chinese
down the drain - in Russian

from poems with David Jarvie - eating

fire alarms
fire alarms - in Sign Language

from poems on religion - fulfill their deepect vications
gary’s blind date
gift of matherhood one
gift of matherhood two

here is me
here is me - in Korean

i have my dreams
i have my dreams - in Braille
i have my dreams - in Greek

i must believe
i must believe - in Braille

i never took a life until i took my own

i’m always the one
i’m always the one - in Hungarian

i’m thinking about myself too much
in their homes or in the streets
infallible

issues
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

Japanese television

Kurt Irons - it’s just a girl
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
Kurt Irons [translated from English to Spanish, then back to English]

lambs to heaven’s gate
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

lessons from the Simpsons
loggers
from poems with David Jarvie - losing my best friend

love has tendrils
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
[translated from English to Spanish, then back to English]

loved you the most
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

married
middle-class husbands and fathers

more than we should have
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

more whiskey sours
more whiskey sours - in Hungarian

from poems on religion - most accurate metaphors
never did the same

new to chicago
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

no regrets together

on the california streets
on the california streets - in Bulgarian

only a year

pioneer
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

run faster
salamander

saving myself
saving myself - in Catalan

saving yourself
saving yourself - in Arabic

scars’97

see you crawl
see you crawl - in Japanese

self-destructive
self-destructive - in Indonesian

from poems on religion - service of others
shame on me
she was a woman
shiny new again
from poems with David Jarvie - shopping
sorry flowers

statue
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
statue [translated from Spanish, back to English]

surprise

take the pain
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
take the pain [translated from Spanish, back to English]

from poems on religion - thank you, women who work one
from poems on religion - thank you, women who work two
the bathroom at the green mill

the deep end
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

the measuring scale
the men at the construction site
the mistakes he made
the one you always loved

the way you tease me
[in French] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

from poems on religion - they see independently
this halloween

this is my dilemma
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
this is my dilemma [translated from Spanish, back to English]

too much light
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
too much light [translated from Spanish, back to English]

two minutes with Ayn Rand
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

understand
unscathed
use what you had
watching you eat a doughnut
ways to spend your money

what do we say
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

where i belong - written to sing to a song
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
where i belong [translated from Spanish, back to English]

who is at my side
who is at my side - in Russian

who you tell your dreams to

why do you
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese]

why i’ll never get married
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]
why i’ll never get married [translated from Spanish, back to English]

women’s very existence
you and me and your girlfriend
you are
you feel more

1998

The First Half of the Year

almost the best part
anyone good enough

being god
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

burning building
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

carpet
death is a dog

death takes manyforms
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

fantastic car crash

holding my hand
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

i dreamt about you last night
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

i’m not sick but i’m not well

isn’t it amazing
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

let the war begin

looking for a worthy adversary
[in French] [in Italian] [in Spanish]

mixing metaphors
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

panther
present and past
written with chad maier - springtime
the kitchen

timing is everything
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

true happiness in the new millenium
[in French] [in German] [in Italian] [in Portuguese] [in Spanish]

weren’t even married
what women want
will be just fine
you won’t miss her

1998

The Recovery

The Second Half of the Year

These poems are unedited and written in a journalistic style, and some are very long. These pieces were written shortly after a debilitating accident, changing the author’s attitudes and views about her surroundings.

These pieces are grouped in cluster within the half year by theme. Within each stylistic section the pieces are alphabetic.

A beacon alone

A Diamond
A Diamond - in Persian

Afraid of Telling The Truth
A Lifetime Together
All The Details

and flowers and funerals
and flowers and funerals in Croatian

And I Don’t Care
And It’s Wide
And It Was Fun
A New Idea Pretty Quick
A New Patient
Any Help At All
Are The Things That I Like
A Select Few Things
As I Recovered
A Least That’s What I Hear
A While
Bad And Good
But It Is Cute
But I Won’t
But You Know What I Mean
By Who I Don’t Know
Called Me Twice
Changing Garments
Conscious Of It
Crazy Women Talking: This Much I’ve Learned

Creatures Can Live In Worlds
Creatures Can Live In Worlds - in Hindi

Deal With That Over The Years
Did you know I was watching?
Do That For Me Then
Do You Still Want To See Me
driving car into ditch
Each Morning
Enough So Far
everyone else does it
Feel So Much
First
for my car or my life
For The Moment
Frisbee By The Lake
Genuinely Tired Of Looking
Get It Over With
Get Me Through My Life
Get The Idea
Getting Used To Something New
Given A Warning Early On
Going To A Rock Concert
Good Things Have Happened to Me Too
Gotten To That Part
Had A Point
Happy New Year, Janet
Hasn’t Happened Yet

Have To Ask
Have To Ask - in Bengali

Have You Ever Had
Here’s your chance
how I imagine you
How many times I’ve done it
I Blow Bubbles
I’d Laugh More
I Know It’s Not Going To Happen
I’m Not Used To That

In The Room
In The Room - in Gujarti

Is it just me
Is To Blame For It
It’s Only The Tip
I’ve Done That, So Have You

I Want More Than That
I Want More Than That - in Kannada

Janet Being Alone
Janet Spinoto, Mother of 3
a dedication piece to David Jaarvie - jarv
just goes nuts
Keep Yourself Occupied
killing the tired
Kill Yourself
Know Any Better
know how the truth is
Last Wednesday
Late for a Class
Learn To Do That Too
Like My Motto
looking out for number one
Makes Me Love To Hate You More
Make Things Better
Making Sense Out Of The Insane

Maybe That Is Enough
Maybe That Is Enough - in Gurmukhi

Maybe You Can
mean to me
Men Are Dogs Is True
My Height Any Longer
my life changing
My Lunchtime Dream
My Turn
My Wishes Come True
Needy Person
New
No Place
Not For Me Yet
Not Getting Better
no there isn’t

On the Flip side
On the Flip side - in Welsh

Pleasure and Pain
Pool Together Our Money
prepared for the worst
Pressure On Me Again
Princess Diana, 1 Year Later
Reads Wrong

Rhode Island Is Neither A Road Nor An Island
Rhode Island Is Neither A Road Nor An Island - in Danish

Right In Front Of Me

Say It In The First Place
Say It In The First Place - in Swedish

Seasons 1998
Senses
short-term advice
Slow Painful Death

So Many Lies
So Many Lies - in Sanskrit

Someone Give Me the Answers
Someone Like Me
Sometimes It’s Not
So To Speak Stilts
Supposed To Be
Supposed To Make Us Laugh
Suspend My Beliefs
take it all away
Telling What you Want And Hearing What You Want
That Adorable Together
That I Get
that we wish
The Answers
the hunter and the fox
The Same For You
the solutions to the answer
the things they did to you

The Third or fourth Fourth of September
The Third or fourth Fourth of September - in Czech

The Time To Myself
The Truth and Liars
the world
Their Crutches
Then That Too
They Know How You Feel
Things I Find Charming
Things I’ve Needed
Think About It Much
Think of It
Thinks That Through
This Halloween Again
To Get To That Point

Want That Too You Know
Want That Too You Know - in Telugu

We All Want That
well, someone is
Well, What About Me

What Do You do
What Do You do - in Papiamentu

What Have I Won
What I Go Through
What It All Means
(Not To Share My Dreams Again) - What Makes Me Real
what the truth looks like
When You Walk
When You’ve Only Got You
where i left off
Which I Like
Will You Let Me Know

Wrong Attention
Wrong Attention - in Tamil

You Know What I’m Talking About
You Remembered Too

you will
you will - in Marathi

1999

against my will
because there’s nothing to say
becoming a woman
breaking their heart
changing your clothes
change
expecting the stoning
for mom
getting quite good at it
group themselves together
hope and taxes
how do i explain it - dedicated to John Yotko
i don’t want to
i must continue
if i care to break it down
learning more - a poem about my father
magnum opus
overdoing it
psychic
smart thing to do
written with John Yotko - stairs
these theories with john
trying to make this work
what are=we supposed to do
white picket fence
without you getting something
you know it
you would know if you were here

2000

After the wreckage
the battle at hand
change my perspective
changig city
a crack in the glass
Crush/But I Won’t
my dead daughter
from the dead
do i still
i have to explain
all your fault
Gears get caught in the mud
Geneologically
Gerbil
damned green
everything is new
For Now I’ll Think
Holding My Skin Together
HOW MUCH FOR YOUR POEM
how women look in men’s clothing
i can hear
instead of feeling nervous
Life
Like the Whiteness
Lost in the breeze
my second marriage
memorial day
Once Wanted You as my Friend
People’s Lives Were at Stake
praying to idols
the real bitch of it
I’m a Record now
scars 2000
Scenarios 2000
start all over
stop drop and roll
tapes the key hole
t.h.
Two minutes with a decrepit idol
what it felt like

2002

Freedom just past the Fence

2003

Gossip 1
Gossip 2
Gossip 3
Joy

The poem Ten Minutes was written in 2000,
but has never been published in English.
It was translated in 2003 into assorted languages.
Ten Minutes, in Dutch
Ten Minutes, in French
Ten Minutes, in German
Ten Minutes, in Italian
Ten Minutes, in Norwegian
Ten Minutes, in Portuguese
Ten Minutes, in Spanish

Two Not Mute Haikus
venture to the unknown

2004

dreams 01-14-04
dreams 01-16-04
dreams 01-17-04
dreams 01-18-04
dreams 01-19-04 one
dreams 01-19-04 two
dreams 01-19-04 three
dreams 02-10-04
dreams 02-12-04
dreams 02-13-04
dreams 02-20-04 one
dreams 02-20-04 two
dreams 03-19-04 one
dreams 03-19-04 two
dreams 03-08-04
dreams 03-11-04
Self-confidence
The Little Differences
Worn Out

2005 poetry
A Great American
Communication ‘05
Dreams 04/20/05
Dreams 05/26/05
Dreams 09/06/05
Dreams 09/24/05
Dream 12/24/05: Aeon Flux Crawl
Fitting the Mold
Flooded War Memories
get me out of this cage
How Do I Get There?
Key To Survival (the poem of “J”)
Love Affair With The Moon
On All Fours
marry me... whatever you are
Outsourcing the American Dream
Private Lives 2005, the elevated train, Chicago, Illinois
Suing NASA For Comet Play
The Quiet One
The Writing Of My Life
the view of the alley
Tribal Scream
We Listened
What I Would Ask
What the Hell is She Complaining About
your minions are dying

poems about news stories:
airbags - for security and defense
Anything for the Liquor Fix
Bad Tricks with the Cue Stick
Big Hair and Fire Don’t Mix
Choose Your Fate:
by Knife or by Car
Cigarette Butts are Lethal
Couch Potato
doctors, breast implants and huge pectoral muscles
fast food makes finger food
God Will Save Me
hand-grenades, chainsaws and fireworks (oh my)
Internet Chainsaw Relationship
I Wanna Be Like Jesus
John Stories
lava (lamp) at a rolling boil
low-end lipo
Octopi Target McDonalds
organic sex toy
Running Toward Your Demise
Terrorism Intelligence
The Good “Doctor”
The Hands of a Handyman
the First Death of the New Millennium
the perils of lovemaking
the power of the devil
the self-knifing?
Too Many Guns

poems from past essays:
Flexible Ethics
Hanging For Justice
the Emotion in DNA

2006 poetry
Ants And Gods (AKA John’s Philosophies, part Two)
Cardboard Bending At WalMart 09/08/06
Breakfast in Las Vegas (Dreams 07/06/06 One)
Deity Discipline
Dreams 01/31/06
Dreams 02/01/06
Dreams 02/05/06
Dreams 02/06/06
Dreams 02/07/06
Dreams 02/10/06
Dreams 03/11/06 one, two and three
Dreams 03/12/06
Dreams 03/16/06
Dreams 03/21/06
Dreams 04/26/06, Stephanie Mason (the poker poem)
Dreams 04/29/06, employee written up
Dreams 04/29/06, hotel flirting
Dreams 05/03/06
Dreams 09/03/06, The Room Is A Boat 09/03/06
Dreams 09/04/06, Original High School Pot 09/04/06
Dreams 09/11/06 Incorporating Life Into Dreams
Dreams 09/14/06 Ice Cream and a Cat
Dreams 09/17/06 #1 Carting a Man in Shock
Dreams 09/17/06 #2 Dad Talking To Me
Dreams 12/28/06 #2 Jump Out of the Ship
Fit the Bill
He’s An Escapist (a haiku)
Military Intelligence
Ninety Percent Sure (Dreams 07/06/06 One)
Physical Reactions to Emotional Traumas 09/11/06
September 11, 2001
Sweetened Sweet Potatoes (Dreams 07/27/06)
the Kuipers Name 09/02/06
The Mind of John
untitled, Father’s Day
Y-Shaped Cigarette


poems about mom
A Happy Ending To Everything
Brother, and Sister, and Father of Mine
Death Sentence
Dreams 08/30/06 — Forgot to Pack
Drinking Coffee
Every Minute I Can Get
Fifteen Minutes
Gin
Her Blood Is Evaporating
If She’s There
I’ll Push The Cart
I’m Tired
Life Can Slip Away
Listening to the Cancer Ads
Manic Depressive or Something
Mommy’s Not Leaving
My Memorials To You
Nothing Really Matters
Pain Is Weakness/Pain Is A Crutch
PDQ in Tin Foil
Planting Palm Teee Seeds
Really Physically Heal
Remembering Your Involvement
Rings Like Gravestones
She’s Going Home
She’s Made Her Choice
So Don’t Worry
So I’m Left Confused
The Last Time He Sees Her Alive
The Worst Nightmare Ever
This Isn’t Fair
This Is What It’s Reduced To Now
This is What You Leave Me
Tickle-Me Elmo
Videotaping Accident Recollections
We’re Trying
We’re Your Children
Wither Away
Your Soul is Shaking

poems written on her passing, 08/31/06:

The Messenger
Death and a Diamond Ring
Final Rally
Seven Ten, Seven Twenty

poems about mom, going to her home after her death
(sorted by date written)

from 09/01/06:
Coping With Her Leaving
Letting Time Tick By
“The Power To Tell Her”/“The Power To See Her”
Soaring So High

from 09/02/06:
The Good Ones

from 09/03/06:
It Must Have Been On Sale
Knelt and Cried

from 09/04/06:
We’re Not Making Any More Appointments
Where the Blackberries Came From
Even Though I Didn’t See It
Clouds Over Blue Sky’s

from 09/05/06:
Ingrained In Your Head
It Hurts in the Bones
Wanting to Touch a Corpse

from 09/06/06:
More Painful to Experience
Harder To Burn

from 09/08/06:
Where Else Would I Be
Making the Bed

from 09/09/06:
Flowers on the Tables
Wearing Her Jewelry
Story Telling

from 09/10/06:
Mother’s Day Flowers Forever
Keeping Christmas Ornaments

from 09/11/06:
A Little Angel Inside
Just Let Her Rest
It’s Just Not Right

from 09/14/06:
It’s Just Hard

from 09/17/06:
I Want To Get Out Of Here

about wedding Ivy her mother grew:
Everything Lives With Her (from 09/02/06)
The Death of my Ivy (from 09/07/06)
Doesn’t Like Being Alone (from 09/12/06)

2007 poetry
Cast in Stone
Dreams 01/28/07 (seeing mom)
Dreams 09/07/07
Dreams 09/08/07
Ending a Relationship (a haiku)
I’m Sure We Killed It
Falling From the Sky
Seven and Seven, plus eighteen

2008 poetry
(and you could hold me)
Canned Condolences
Couldn’t Reach It
Dreams 08/24/08
Escape
Evil Floats
From Words to Wars
Going Nowhere
I Think About These Things

Dreams 12/22/08:
the indescribable infant
is it a fish? is it an animal? is it human?


Money Became an Abstract
Now You’re Nothing To Me
Spent
the Randomness of Everything
Thirteen Seconds
Where Does The Love Go
Why I Didn’t See God
Wondering Why

2009 poetry
Aim Carefully
All I Can Capture
Bad Rhyming Poetry can be Contagious
Before Taking Over the Controls
carrying me through
Chicago
dead grass fires
Don’t Go To Denny’s
eternal struggle
exhaling
Faith Comes Only
Fifteen Gun-Toting Tweets
Floating Away with the Tide
Frozen Together

Hard as a Rock
he makes me think about these things
How People Interpret My Words
How You Know When You’re the Wrong Height
Knotted Hate
Let Me Be
like cheesecake
Like I Was Never There
Menu Poem
More Believable That Way
My Attempted Death
My Future Job Options
on a bike
Our Couple In Love
pock-marked molehills
Scratch the Surface
“that’s from the barbed wire”
the Cycle of Life
Translation
Trying to Change Fate
Tumbling Diaper Seeks Fresh Baby
Waiting for a Sign
witnessing hitler’s reign
you’ve already paid for this

2010 poetry
Don’t Forget to Write
for better or for worse
Got on the Road Again
Loving Four
no one will
Only For One Night
Passed Away






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