Cremation is all that is left,
now, while I’m alive.
Enlightened flame stripping away flesh
and pretense, fear and doubt,
leaving only the essence, pure spirit.
A seed from which a true life can begin;
an existence pure in intent, raw,
peace of mind.
Self help, mysticism, religion, reflection;
well intentioned and disappointing.
Decades passing through a maze of
false starts and beliefs questioned.
Rich irony in discovering that each
wrong turn adds another layer;
the seeking smothers the soul
in an attempt to reveal it.
My intentions are shattered and
the clock moves too fast.
Ignite the flame, an inferno
to rival confusion’s intensity.
Melt away all misconception;
introduce me to my soul